|Posted by pinkiv on October 7, 2010 at 4:04 AM|
For quite some time now, I have been asking the infamous questions that we all ask, why me, what did I do, where is so and so, why do the friends come and go, why all the rage, why do the connections become disconnected, why is it that one is here today, gone today. I have questioned myself and God, just short of beating myself only to have GOD to minister to me, the WORD is so powerful and timely, God is never late, and even in my going through and the carrying of the heavy load, He would tell me something that made absolutely no sense to me time and time again and that is, the reason why you have the LOAD is because I KNOW how much you CAN take and when it gets to the point of too heavy, I take the load and place on myself. Then God has to almost give me CPR, because the joy of knowing that He KNOWS gets me to a place where I skip a breath. But yesterday He begin to talk to me in the middle of my whinning and pity party, "they hated Me, EXPECT them to hate you", "if the world is loving you and everything you say and do, is it because you are still a part of the world" You are suppose to suffer if you are going to reign, you are suppose to crucify your flesh. And He still ministers to me: if they hated me so much that even though they claimed to be my closest disciples, know that they will do unto you the same seeing you are MINE. Much pain comes from those in the house with you, those who break bread with you, as it was with My three friends. James and John couldn't wait for Me to go away so they could take over, Peter couldn't even watch My back, but these were MY closest three friends.
My daughter, I have had people to sell Me out for silver, lie and deny that they had known ME, yet they walked with me for years, I fed them, I blessed them, I empowered them, I anointed them, still.... they abandoned ME. I have had people to flee NAKED from me, leave me in the middle of MY most trying trial to hang and die, and My dying was for them, so I understand, I know how you feel. As the Father has done unto ME, allowing ME to go through a season of Holy Abandonment for a few agonizing hours, HE knew He was going to raise ME and give ME all power, so shall HE do unto you, you are MINE!
Fret not yourself over the evil doings of others, Vengeance is Still in My hand to do. Take no thought over tomorrow, I AM already there, awaiting with manna. So My child, when you are hitting walls and being hit with a HARD PRESS on every side, it is a part of the process, it is ALL working together for your good. Be of good cheer, you have already overcome the world. In order to reign in Victory, you have to go through the FIGHT, and you win!
•Matthew 10:22 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved.
•Mark 13:13 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
•Luke 6:22 Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake.
•Luke 14:26 If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.
•Luke 19:14 But his citizens hated him, and sent a message after him, saying, We will not have this man to reign over us.
•Luke 21:17 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake.
•John 7:7 The world cannot hate you; but me it hateth, because I testify of it, that the works thereof are evil.
•John 15:18 If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you.
•John 15:23 He that hateth me hateth my Father also.
•John 15:24 If I had not done among them the works which none other man did, they had not had sin: but now have they both seen and hated both me and my Father.
•John 15:25 But this cometh to pass, that the word might be fulfilled that is written in their law, They hated me without a cause.